Thursday, June 19, 2008 9:21 PM
Went Toa Payoh library to mug.. No place to sit down as lots of ppl conquer the place, especially ppl from CJC! So poor Stan sat on the floor at a corner and read up GEOG! Today i am going to finish up book 1.. I try.. Now i have already cooled myself down a little.. I am going to accept the fact that i will score VERY low for GEOG! BUT i really need to try my BEST, and i will get the marks proudly!Ya, just wanna say the 2D1N seriously made myself to think 1 step further.. I have to stay strong and continue! I will reply your tags here later! Ya, I can sense the gap in between each and everyone of us(bunkers)! Seriously! The gap cannot be explained and i am not too sure what is going on.. Is it due to my Fcuking lousy mood or is it that i think too much? I talk to Kat less than dunno how many sentenses and worst talk to Kenny less than dunno how many sentenses.. But after this 2nd Bunk, i have taken the plunge on what to react! Ppl grow,learn and carry on with their decision! People, what will u react if someone treats u well? Of course treat that person better or best right? So i am going to treat those ppl nicely who cares, concerns and motivates me all the way! I thank u for that!Simon- Dude, i seriously know u felt so damn lousy currently in Australia. Perhaps alone and need really a lot of time to adapt to the new environment! And work have never been easy for u. I hope we can chat up 1 day in msn ya? Good luck pal! Oh ya, i hope u can go to MT FABER when u reach!Kiaser- Probably the only 1 from 513 who will tag now.. THANKS! I thank god in knowing u till now, still trying to pull me up when i fell.. Do u know i felt like chatting with u on that day when i break down? I am serious! Anyway, god bless! All e way man!Cherylvii- PW leader. On that day itself, PW stuff was all thrown out when breaking down. Cos i seriously wanna help and i hope very well that the work produced by me i think is not productve! I know that. But i couldn't help it! And cheryl u have been helping us a lot, i felt guilt and cry even louder.. But i felt better Thanks!Esther and Joy- Thanks for viewing my blog once again! Pardon me for the ugly me but thanks for knowing and understanding.. I will cheer up very very soon okok? JIA YOU u 2!Hui Ying- U know what? I seriously thank u for treating me so well, so well till u encourage me lots in ur blog! When i see ur sms i was like ASTOUNDED! Now i know that u r there for me! No worries, i will help u when u r in need! I promise! Anyway, i hope to bring u and some others to MT FABER 1 night and VENT every single shit out 1 day can? It helps! I feel better!Yoke Hung- I can say u r the so called one of the best-to-talk-with-partner so far! U know that day when u sulk i really wish to help u but just can't relax and i think u need time to cool? So now u felt better and i am glad u r. And u r the 1st to sms me and console me! I will JIA YOU, dun worry.. Oh ya next time if i wanna go MT Faber alone, I will call u! OKOK?Ya, that is the reply to some tags.. More to come next time! Right now i think my eyes are even bigger to judge things in which how to react when i experience difficulty! That is to 1- Forgot about it entirely or to ATTACK it respectively! After hearing some of their tags, i think that cry is not a shame! Its probably the toughest thing to do then but then i just cant help it.. I will learn, i will try my best, i will make it a history! *I felt nauseous when i see it. I dun want to see it, can i. I hate to see it. Can i dun take it?*Counting down to 4 days! SIGhhhh......
Before i go, that is the spot, that is the place, that is the ambience that made to BURST! All thanks to them!
One day, when my parents call, i hope it will be a good news and not like that!Labels: Stan
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 8:00 PM
Before i begin my entry, i would like to post the happenings on Monday 16/6/08 after Maths.. Went Tampines Mall with classmates to STUDY? End up reading some notes only.. On our way, took some shots..
On the bus, Hui Ying forced herself to sit beside Marcus. Soo Yue smiling!
Oh, i dun think i need to spell out what i wanna mean. Marcus is shouting for help i think.
After dinner with them, went to take 23 with this couple. Sorry for bring gooseberry. Nice shot anyway!
RE: Yoke Hung, i can feel that u r super unhappy that day. Seriously, if u have any problem u can tell me. I really dun feel good that day seeing u in that state! So if u have problem just say it out, i wish i can help in one way or another if possible.
Next, upload some photos taken on last friday the 13! Camwhoring! Not going to upload all, only those that i think its nice!
The day when i say the scenery is not as good as compared to the previous visit on 1st of June!
What can i ask for? Forward looking for a bright future? A fiasco without having purpose in life? A successful person? A nonchalant person? It was a night filled with much emotions!
Things are getting serious each time, how am i going to face it currently? Stan ask yourself!
Labels: Stan, There is still a long way to go
