Tuesday, February 25, 2014 11:18 PM
A different kind of pinch that I encounter today relative to the one in January. A very bad Monday blues having to encounter such mood spoiling moment when I woke up. It felt so bad.
Having to endure through a project meeting is such a feat. I reacted quite normally throughout but to be honest, its quite bad. In addition, I thought the meeting was not very productive as we didn't talk a lot of how to structure our writing.
It wasn't my day and hence I took a stroll at PS while waiting for someone important for dinner. It was a long wait and that pinch is really getting out of hand. It was slightly better after meeting.
First half of the day was ok but now, I feel like banging my head against the wall.
My friend told me she hates to see me undergoing this. I myself don't want it to happen to me.
Being passive will not lead you anywhere. I have learned my mistake. I am still looking for a stronger ME in 2014. I really hope I can pass this hurdle once more.
It's just really shocking to see how over the weekends, things have changed so much. Its like I have woke up from a dream over the weekend. A nice dream that is awoken by reality.
Start of the year with hurdles is not a very pleasant sign. I just hope things will be better as time passes...
Sunday, February 23, 2014 2:31 PM
A reminder to me this week. It all happened on Thursday. In sociology of work tutorial class. I kept quiet throughout our presentation as our group didn't have a centre argument for that. All the rest were really good at speaking sociologically. I felt really out of place.
Oh well, I just felt really passive. So many years of trying to improve on myself have prove a total fiasco. I really need to grow and be more daring. That passiveness has really hindered me to progress in various aspects. I need that power.....
Tuesday, February 4, 2014 9:56 PM
Happy Lunar New Year to all. May the year of the horse be a year filled with hope, energy, happiness, zest, good health and prosperity. Being born in the year of the horse, I hope this year will be a year that I step out of comfort zone and learn more things that I have never imagine doing. In addition, I wish for good health and have more lucky stars appearing within the year.
This year is another year that I have to pray to General TAI SUI. As claimed by the Feng Shui master, those who are born in the year of the horse will face challenges in the upcoming year. Lets see.
Come to think of it, year 2013 has been a very good year for me. I have made many good friends and have learnt a lot in terms of knowledge and interpersonal skills. Ended the year with a meaningful and memorable OCIP trip that have landed me with a bunch of awesome companions. As predicted by that Feng Shui master, he mentioned that horse is number 1 in 2013. It is kinda true indeed.
Oh well, I will listen by not overly believe it. I just pray hard for a smooth and peaceful year, improve on my overall well-being and results.
Feeling bored going to school for lessons as I still have the CNY mood. Having a mixed feelings to play mah-jong this year as luck is not really on my side. My brother's luck this year is really good. Not jealous just happy for him.
Hopefully there will be more gatherings coming before CNY ends.....