Monday, April 4, 2011 7:45 PM
I did not expect myself to blog this evening with lots of unbearable happenings that happened within 8 to 5pm today. I was in total despair while travelling home today. It was a different kind of sadness relative to the previous issue happened to me in camp. I just could not believe things could happened and turn out to be a negative externality to me, I would say.
I knew it. The first thing in the morning I had a prediction that today will be a bad day. I woke up 10minutes earlier than usual and I still miss the bus. I need to run for the bus 103 when I reach Serangoon. Well, that's a trivial matter as I reach camp on time.
Did first escorting duty. Something happened which I don't think I can type it out. I am not too sure why its like that but I don't think its my fault. Small matter. Can be fixed.
The intensity of the bad experiences increases as time passes. Look, I need to go through and fro to food to the regulars when actually it was already with them. He blamed me for not telling him that its in the back of the vehicle. I take that.
Next, shitty job for us to do ain't enjoyable. Perspire and sticky is what i get. Dirty and dusty is the place I go.
When I am back from there, I am so so devastated. My best prowling buddy is going to ASD. Just because someone quarrelled with Gabriel. And that someone, who is very hard up on it, literally make Gabriel come down to Sleetar for duty, giving his own stand. He even brainwashed the superiors about this.
Now, i am left with no one of my batch to talk to, except for Daniel. Its really sucky to see most of them going there. I am left alone doing duty here. I fear the insecurity.
Next up, a very last minute information that my IPPT is coming soon. Its so sudden that I cannot have enough time to train.
The worst of the worst, the actual GOOD FRIDAY off day became a dismount day. And I will have to do a Saturday duty. WTF!!!
I have talked to the SGT and he will settle with it tmr. I rather have 2 days Standby. Its not as though there is not enough duty personnel. I am going to fight for it, really. I don't wanna do duty on my Dad's Birthday!
Why is it like that. If Gabriel did not do that nonsense, he wouldn't be mad about this and everything remains unchanged.
No more Neson, unknown schedule for Good Friday week, unkown results for IPPT. Within 24hours, from a hopeful mood to a depressing mood. Sigh.
This picture was taken 1 month plus ago. Was super sad that day. Look at the Doraemon, it is crying for me.
That Feng Shui in that camp is getting bad. Bad luck strikes endlessly. I think I should bare in mind that there wouldn't be a period when there is peace and enjoyment, until someone leaves.
I am tired and sad. Help me.........
Labels: Devastated
