Are u ready for this?

Name: Stanley Ho Tean Yang School: Clementi Town Primary school(97-00), Clementi Primary School(01-02), Queensway Secondary School(03-07), Serangoon Junior College(08-09) Just another normal guy out there with some amibitions. Chemistry is his all time favourite subject. Shy at the start but is sincere in making friends after some time. Well, check out my entries to know more =) Facebook:http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3514077&id=546647135&fbid=190227737135#/profile.php?ref=profile&id=766702584

Hello people, how's your day? Haha. Its the same old routine for me. Duty after duty. Sadly, this weekend was burnt due to lack of manpower again as some of them have to go for some events.

Labels: TIme to Relax

Just a short post before turning in. I lack sleeping time since last night and today is a busy day.

Rushed home to prepare myself for a viewing of Change Of Command in Army. The parade was good but sadly, the sound system caused that parade contingent to screw up some parts. Well, overall its ok.

At least the 5 of us were OK. I mean chatty enough to keep me entertain. Haha. Its nice overall.

Mounting tmr. What a sad weekend. Sigh. Its really sad la. What to do?

Anyway, I will become stronger from now on. I don't wish to be the one enduring and he knows nothing. I will bring my courage and guts out one fine day and go to him. He is getting my nerves and crossing the boundary now. I need to portray a strong and firm image! Just you wait. Will control of course.

Alright, my eyes are closing. Till then........

Labels: NS

Today is a mentally and physically tiring day. Didn't really have the time to rest. In addition, that person is going crazy again.

Sitting at that place, staring at the China man doing things ain't good. Its so boring and worse is, that place is badly ventilated. Wearing the LBV aggravate the feeling.

Lack of manpower today is seriously bad. Have to do in total of 5 hours of that uncomfortable duty. Luckily there are some rest in between.

However, the mentally tiring part is of course the routine stuff that I post. That person is here to 'disturb' me again. Its so nonsense man. I wasn't doing anything and I was so called chased out. I was having lunch there and he said that I stink the whole room. WTF! Everyone is eating at that place.

Sometimes, facing him is not a good thing. I am not afraid to face him but I am just afraid that I spoiled his mood. I seemed to be a pain in his ass. Really. I think I am kinda fined blacklisted by him. What to do?

The most unbearable part is that, he actually told the new spec who came in on Monday that I am a person who is untrustable. Tell him to give me MORE weekends duty. Basically, he wants the new spec to HATE me like how he does. I mean what is this? Is really unfair to me. I felt really bad hearing this. Its really crossing the border. All these little things I am just going to accumulate. I will endure and if this persist, there goes and I will just go all the way.

This friday I will have to go to some event, which falls on my dismount. I am on duty this Saturday. Basically its a sign of being 'bullied'!

I really regret extracting my wisdom teeth at that period. I should have done it when new birds are here. This kind of torturing from him is worst than any other forms. Try it and you will know.

Enough is enough. But he seems to be playing happily with his authority. He doesn't have any ethics in him when he is in a foul mood. This is bad.

Everytime when I am home, I feel less pessimistic. Whenever I am in camp, the feeling is always bad. How, I need some cousellor seriously. Sigh.

I never encounter this type of problems before till the extend couselling is needed. Thanks man. Thanks for that. You will be a damn good person in life. Do more of this little things behind me and you will go far. I wish you the very best when you leave!

Labels: Devastated

Sing and sing and sing. Went to KBOX @ Mt Faber with Sista Sharon. Planned to go for it as it has been a while since we visited KBOX.

Labels: KBOX

Apart from the unpleasant life that I am undergoing, I tried my best to pamper myself with good food. Good food never fails to make me feel good. Its something that makes me feel that there's still something that make me feel that life is not that bad. I have got to taste the good thing that mother earth has for us. Time pass faster with nice food around.

Labels: Good Food

Met up with Rups yesterday for dinner. It was a fast one as both of us were really tired then. JUST ACIA for dinner again. I was fine with anything but eventually followed what we usually have for a meal. Haha. Its really a nice place for a meal and chatting session for us. Went for a short walk around Marina Square. Gave up buying a very very nice watch as I know I can get the exact same one at other places at a lower price. Hence went Suntec.

Sadly, it was sold out. Walked around and eventually puchased 2 tops from NEW LOOK for $23.90. Am still gonna find the watch this coming week.Will not give up as the watch looks VERY NICE on me =)

Before meeting up with Rups, met up with Jack and Marcus. Marcus is already a one month soldier. I still remember quite clearly that I met him one day before he enlist. I am quite happy for him as he slim down a bit. Hope that he will slim down more as I am sure he will look better.

Labels: Saturday

Its the annual OG Private Sale 2011. This year, the queue was so shocking that I almost couldn't believe it. It went round and round Orchard Point. Me and my mum waiting for at least 20 minutes before we could squeeze in to the depatmental store that is filled with people from all ages. Guess all are here to reap the discounts of 20%+(5/10/15/20%), depending on the brand. Sales items enjoy additional discounts too. Such a rare opportunity to grab whatever you need, so why wait. Haha.

I went straight to the watch department as I have the urge to get a PUMA watch that cost only $70. The colour that I like is sold out. I was quite shocked as I reached there 2 hours since its opening and the colour that I want is sold out. Well, eventually didn't get the other ones.

Went to level 4 next. This level is filled with aunties. They are waiting for the good deals. When my mum said that she wanted the mop, before I could even turn and have a look at what is it, its gone. Those Aunties are really swift at all these VALUE FOR MONEY stuffs. My mum wanted to get one too but she was too small to even squeeze through. Hence, I took my courage to squeeze through them. Managed to get one set for my family. All 100 plus sets were sold out within 2 hours. Guess it must be good price.

I was laughing non stop after getting the mop set. I saw this aunty SELF SERVICING. She told the stock of 4 herself, apparently quite heavy, and open it up at one corner. She managed to get one for herself and others were rushing to get the other 3. EPIC!

After which, scan through the entire store and finish shopping at about 4pm. Oh gosh a good 4.5 hours of shopping. At least I have gotten something that I like and some necessities at really low price!

Disappointed as I did not get a watch that I like. Wanted to get Adidas or Puma watch as they are on 20%+10% discount. Really good price. Guess the designs did not appeal to me that much. Perhaps next year.

Anyway, so tired today. I have got to thank my schedule for giving me this off day for a annual shopping spree day. So thankful. I would say its better than ISETAN private sale as the items at OG are relatively more suitable for me. Just slightly.

Alright, as for now, I am still lying low in camp. I tried to open up slightly. Still think I am hated by him. Well, guess I don't really think about it. I have got more important things to think of. So long as he does not cross my line, I would be more than happy.

Really glad that the Private Sale falls on today, my off day. Really enjoy the shopping with mum and Sis Jo. Ok, shall end here. =)

Labels: Shopping

Went to NUS OPEN HOUSE 2011! I am actually quite tired but for my future, i will pull through it.

In the nutshell, I am still a bit hesistant on going into FASS, although many people are yearning to get in. As usual, the main concern is language.

Went Ding Tai Feng and ColdStone creamery, new at Orchard Central. You guys should try. Its really awesome. A bit ex though haha. Well, should pamper yourself once a while with those lovely ice cream =)

Anyway, tired day today. Fatigue work in the afternoon for about 3 hours without rest. Dirty, sticky and disgusting. Yucks!

Anyway, got a hard disk drive 500GB for $65. Hitachi brand. Cheap and good.

Wednesday off day will be going to OG private Sale 2011 held annually! Wow I am going to shop till I drop!!!

Labels: Tired

Clouds are clearing these days. The rate at which its clearing is optimal. I felt really contented and did whatever I am supposed to since last week. Perhaps I have a chance to get out of the unfavourable zone.

Well, its hard to know. Bits and pieces here and there about him are enough. Just that he does not show his true self.

Anyway, my MP 2 I/C is going off. He is going to ORD tomorrow. Many, especially those seniors who ORD-ed, is against him. I don't know why but I am just not them. He is nice to me and he does his job well. Although he have done something that casued me in trouble, I do not hate him as its partially my fault and its also a trivial matter. He gave me of days when others couldn't get it. I should be thankful to him.

Its sad to see him ORD as there would not be anymore intermediate superiors that can help us with our schedule for the time being. This 6 months here is actually quite fast and a memorable one. No matter what, thank you so much for everything this 6 months. Will remember you John!

There are 3 more others who is going to ORD tmr too. Though I am not that close to them, they are nice guys who gain respect from others. Wish them all the best too =)

Alright, going off. IT fair is here again. Thinking of getting a hard disk. See ya =)

Labels: Again

I have been waiting for this day for about 2 weeks. Its about 14 days. Or should I say more than that? I don't know. I don't wanna count.

Those darkest days of 2011 so far has been subsided currently. In the nutshell, there is this golden opportunity when everyone comes back to get a meeting or lecture by him. I seize this golden opportunity. This is how it goes about...

Actually, I was really really devastated and upset yesterday. My friend got screwed because of me. I am just another jinx who cause trouble to people seriously. Felt really bad yesterday. I went emotional again the whole afternoon. In addition, this close friend of mine discussed on my issue again, seriously making me teared a little. All I can say is, we inevitably make use of one another.

I kept blaming myself for that stupid mistake made. I stressed myself for the irrationale behaviour. I am just another useless and helpless creature in the place that is just waiting to get F*** anytime by him. I am as good as nobody, seriously.

Last night was so far the most emotional night I have ever encounter. Called my closest friend to talk about it. I was on the verge of tearing every grave emtional crisis.

Luckily, my cousin called me to advise me on what to do, which is to bring my guts and confidence up to talk to him. Ask him directly on what have I done wrong, what is it that I have made him unhappy about me.

So happen that this morning, everyone is recalled to have a meeting with him. During the talk, I have anticipated that he will aim at me. To no surprise, he did. I was quite surprise I was not angry at all. In fact, I felt really apologetic and regretful.

My eyes were really wet while he was talking. I did not know that I was that selfish and self-centred in my behaviour from his point of view. Maybe I was wrong at the very start.

After all his talk, I sincerely waited for everyone to go off and look for him personally. All I think was, I just wanna tell whatever I can from the bottom of my heart. Indeed, the conversation was pleasant. At least he knows that I admit my mistake. Whatever I experienced today, I have to bare ALL the consequences. I get it deep down.

He made me think a lot. He made me realise that doing the logical things may not work as this is SAF. I need to think for others who have cover my duties when I was not around. In the nutshell, I am already too emotional to ever say much. He knew that if he continues, I may just burst off.

However, after the mere 10minutes conversation, a BIG ROCK is flushed down the drain, meaning it has been cleared. Though not fully, I am happpy that I will no longer feel that scared coming to that place. I will not use the word phobia from now on as I feel so much better now.

I have learnt a lot. I learned that when a person is nasty towards you, it is always not the case that he/she HATES you. I need to look at a broaded perspective and not only what I think is right.

Time in future at that place is left oblivious for me. All I can say he may not aim at me as frequent. I hope so.

I am quite clear now that he is a good commander. Perhaps its the way he treats his men sometimes, quite badly. Maybe he wants the best out of us?

Anyway, I see lights in future now. Storm is over. I am waiting for rainbow or at least a fine day to arrive asap.

That's all for now.Phew!!!

Sir, I know I have did something that made you unhappy. I know my mistake and I wouldn't make it again. Really sorry sir.... ="(

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