Thursday, June 19, 2008 9:21 PM
Went Toa Payoh library to mug.. No place to sit down as lots of ppl conquer the place, especially ppl from CJC! So poor Stan sat on the floor at a corner and read up GEOG! Today i am going to finish up book 1.. I try.. Now i have already cooled myself down a little.. I am going to accept the fact that i will score VERY low for GEOG! BUT i really need to try my BEST, and i will get the marks proudly!Ya, just wanna say the 2D1N seriously made myself to think 1 step further.. I have to stay strong and continue! I will reply your tags here later! Ya, I can sense the gap in between each and everyone of us(bunkers)! Seriously! The gap cannot be explained and i am not too sure what is going on.. Is it due to my Fcuking lousy mood or is it that i think too much? I talk to Kat less than dunno how many sentenses and worst talk to Kenny less than dunno how many sentenses.. But after this 2nd Bunk, i have taken the plunge on what to react! Ppl grow,learn and carry on with their decision! People, what will u react if someone treats u well? Of course treat that person better or best right? So i am going to treat those ppl nicely who cares, concerns and motivates me all the way! I thank u for that!Simon- Dude, i seriously know u felt so damn lousy currently in Australia. Perhaps alone and need really a lot of time to adapt to the new environment! And work have never been easy for u. I hope we can chat up 1 day in msn ya? Good luck pal! Oh ya, i hope u can go to MT FABER when u reach!Kiaser- Probably the only 1 from 513 who will tag now.. THANKS! I thank god in knowing u till now, still trying to pull me up when i fell.. Do u know i felt like chatting with u on that day when i break down? I am serious! Anyway, god bless! All e way man!Cherylvii- PW leader. On that day itself, PW stuff was all thrown out when breaking down. Cos i seriously wanna help and i hope very well that the work produced by me i think is not productve! I know that. But i couldn't help it! And cheryl u have been helping us a lot, i felt guilt and cry even louder.. But i felt better Thanks!Esther and Joy- Thanks for viewing my blog once again! Pardon me for the ugly me but thanks for knowing and understanding.. I will cheer up very very soon okok? JIA YOU u 2!Hui Ying- U know what? I seriously thank u for treating me so well, so well till u encourage me lots in ur blog! When i see ur sms i was like ASTOUNDED! Now i know that u r there for me! No worries, i will help u when u r in need! I promise! Anyway, i hope to bring u and some others to MT FABER 1 night and VENT every single shit out 1 day can? It helps! I feel better!Yoke Hung- I can say u r the so called one of the best-to-talk-with-partner so far! U know that day when u sulk i really wish to help u but just can't relax and i think u need time to cool? So now u felt better and i am glad u r. And u r the 1st to sms me and console me! I will JIA YOU, dun worry.. Oh ya next time if i wanna go MT Faber alone, I will call u! OKOK?Ya, that is the reply to some tags.. More to come next time! Right now i think my eyes are even bigger to judge things in which how to react when i experience difficulty! That is to 1- Forgot about it entirely or to ATTACK it respectively! After hearing some of their tags, i think that cry is not a shame! Its probably the toughest thing to do then but then i just cant help it.. I will learn, i will try my best, i will make it a history! *I felt nauseous when i see it. I dun want to see it, can i. I hate to see it. Can i dun take it?*Counting down to 4 days! SIGhhhh......
Before i go, that is the spot, that is the place, that is the ambience that made to BURST! All thanks to them!
One day, when my parents call, i hope it will be a good news and not like that!Labels: Stan
