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$t@ns s0nGs.
Labels: Credit to Marcus
This is one of my 'used-to-be' favourite chill out place.. It is currently still one of my favourite.. This place brings me lots of memories of my past.. U can see my past entries if u want.. I love Vivo Sky Garden! =)
Guess where is this place? (Hint:I have been crazy over it recently)..
Ok, it is the time to be random now.. HAHA.. Hui Ying holding Marcus's hand.. In order to appease him, she have no choice but to do that.. Marcus will scream for help and calling 'K----'.. Oops.. It is a nice scene..
Cafe Cartel with SRJC peers.. $9.50nett set lunch.. Yummy! I love creamy stuff =) And here they are, some avoiding whilr some LOVE the camera.. Haha.. Oh ya, huiying said that she like to see her picture here.. Ok fine, i shall not take her picture and upload.. hmm...
STARBUCKS! I am here to say a sad thing.. Stan went STARBUCKS alone last Sunday(b4MYE) to mug on his Econs and GP.. Sad right? But he did absorb some knowledge.. Haha.. Yoke Hung was right, he said Starbucks is addictive, so he avoided.. Indeed, i was addicted partly due to the caffeine, but dominantly by the ambience and bridging with friends.. I love Starbucks.. Btw, this is Caramel Frappucino.. My favourite..
I shall end here.. Vivo night scenery is indeed splendid.. Bring your love ones there.. Talk everything under the sun.. Make your dream come true..
Sigh, tmr will start school again.. I really have an indifference attitude.. Can anyone motivate me to school.. Actually i love going to school, but JC is a bit TOO much to handle which made me have a reverse effect.. But life has to carry on, so i will just pull through it.. See my Theme? Haha.. Got to go, good luck.. Doing homework now..
I WILL BE WAITING FOR SATURDAY! HOPE EVERYONE WILL BE PRESENT!
Labels: School starts tomorrow
Yoke Hung, Hui Ying, Yongxin and Joycelyn!
My turn! Haha!
Ate COLD CUT TRIO there cos i did not have my dinner.. OMG, i forgot to tell them i dun want ONION! AFter which, due to the fact that the girls are AFRAID of ANTS, we shift to the spot that i sat with my friends the other time!
Back to this, we chatted and i took out the BARCARDI that i bought for Joycelyn as requested.. Haha..
I tell u, she only drank like SO LITTLE cos she has to go.. Damn early la. And the 2 guys had reached Vivo after their meal.. So i was instructed to follow Joycelyn to go back to Vivo and I have to pick them up.. Hui Ying have to go cos they want to buy alcohol and she is born on "12/01/90".. Oops.. Hui Ying r u really 18? Haha.. So headed back to Vivo! 
The visitors began to increase.. Idiot, and Marcus and Kenny Lim is playing a fool! Sigh.. Alcohol makes them feel so HIGH! Oh no, i am seriously afraid!
I seriously dunno what is up with them.. Marcus= I dun think he can drink(Sry but i am not a good 'drinker', but at least i am still damn awake then).. See, he went around and gay around.. He is sub concious.. OMG! That Yong Xiang also.. Aiyo.. 10.40pm, went off..
On the way, that 2 fellow were SINGING! Marcus sang Phantom Of The Opera with his own edited lyrics.. On their way they way in the middle of the road like nobody business.. We have to shout " Marcus, Car, keep left/right".. WAAAAAA! I seriously will not call them here again.. Cos its like a little defeating the purpose.. Nvm, near the exit of Mt Faber, they sang or rather shout the birthday song to the house having party.. OMG! Off they go to Yoke Hung house to drink water! Me and Yongxin quickly go off as we are afraid that u know something happen.. LOL! And that is all for the day, i am damn sleepy! I HAVE DEPRIVED FROM SLEEP, ALL THANKS TO _______!
To Rups: I know that issue that u really dunno how and think too negatively on it appears again.. DUN worry, from what u've said, i tell u, u have been a really good granddaughter! Just try your best to serve him to your best, cos u have tried your best in persuading others but cannot do much on the other hand.. So u can conclude that u have tried your best and I really hope u dun blame yourself.. U have survived and u WILL DEFINITELY survive this time round.. All e best!
RE: I love it, I finally did it.. That is the first and last time or if i am lucky i will do it once more of even more in future... I am proud of that and i will not regret.. Now i know and see the truth of it and i like it lots. I thank myself for the courage!Ok people, i will stop here! What should i do today?
Labels: Mix feelings
Labels: Once again Stan
Labels: Last Paper
Labels: Dunno what to do
Labels: 伍家辉
Labels: Stan
Had Carls Junior for the first time with them. Its really expensive but its nice. I tried BEEF on this day but small amount! I felt a little sinful(is this the reason for the tragic aftermath?) Bought a can-opener from a deaf! Thank god at least i did something to repay back. Headed to my favourite spot after the sumptuous dinner! 
The scenery is still the same. As romantic, as windy, as emotional as ever. Talked to Yaya for quite sometime about lots of stuffs! Thanks! At least part of my grievances are vanished! Next up, walked all the way to MT. FABER!
The jouney is long, the journey is tedious, the journey needs lots of motivation. Had a good run upslope and had frequent leg cramps! Nevertheless, i continued to persevere and run as far as i could!(I hope so for the rest of my life). In the end, i was perspiring like hell! The last lap, we walked up without any complain. The time is 10pm then!
I have already know what is in my mind to shout it out once i've reached the peak of MT FABER! Bro called to ask me to join for Kbox and enquire which song is a MUST SING in Kbox! I replied with much lack of oxygen! CHUAN!
At that very last few steps i remember, someone suddenly got Gastric pain! I pull up, i bring the person to the stairs and motivate! Yes, and i finally Finally FINALLY reach the peak! The words to describe" Awe-Inspiring, reminiscing, marvellous, excellent etc! Took 2 pictures only before _______(something memorable happened)!
The MERLION at the peak of MT FABER!
I dunno where this place is! But just feel like taking it! At this point of time i was alone. I was walking and viewing the night scenery that MT FABER can produce. Something triggered my eyes to turn watery and is still a question mark till now! 'Reminiscing'?
Back to my pals and we stood in a line, quietly, peacefully viewing other small Indonesia Islands! Suddenly, my DAD called! I know it is going to be hard for me to handle that when i tell them(mum and dad together at that time) i am not going home that night! I could no longer stay strong, i could no longer be myself, hiding away the lousy feelings in me, i could no longer stand up and retaliate! I told them the truth the i really need some time for myself! With the ambience and with the lousy thoughts, this mix feeling made Stan in a really really difficult position that he couldnt take it anymore! He burst, he sobbed while talking to his mum, hearing some encouraging words from them! ' Why are u crying? If cannot then nvm, at least u've tried ur best. Mum and Dad never expect a lot from u, i know u have tried ur best!' Stan-" Mum, i really need time tonight, pls grant me and not bother me, i am really VexXXxx ="X!
After hanging up, wish granted,i was left to pack up amidst tears and a heart breaking. I tell u the feeling really suck! It suck BIG (X infinity) times! F is the word! I sobbed like nobody business! I have never sobbed so severely for a long long time! All pals were off to other places and left me alone to cool myself down. Thanks! I really need a big CRY OUT LOUD! Thanks Rups, who consoled me wholeheartedly, gave me lots of advise that is essential to me. U know what and why i sobbed about? Yeah, its my school work!
I think that i am not productive at all. After these 2-3 weeks of holidays what exactly have i really studied! How much effort put in? How difficult is to pull through that tough route! I remember saying" Hnnnnnggg, Ive tried so damn hard and now i have this reverse effect, i hate it! I dun feel like studying anymore! Must as well flung it since its redundant! How can i fight with those ACJC, RJC, Hwa Chong students? I felt really sucky! How can i beat them? Must as well go Poly, might as well just stop now and relax! FUCK IT MAN! And i hate changes for ur info, which made the situation worse! AHHHH!!!" I am not progressing AT ALL! "Getting only 5/50 for GP compre, what is the use ~~~~ I know my parents is getting old and i have already wasted 1 entire yr(sec 5) and i am going to waste 1 more year in JC? I really dun wish my parents to waste their $ on me this year and at the end a fruitless lead." What to do Rups, i really chose the wrong path!!!
After the F***king good cry that hide inside me for 3 months came out entirely and i felt so much better with peer support! But i seriously have no face, no guts to face them as i think i got so many things not fulfilled! They supported me and say i can, everyone gave me high hopes and being a ambitious person, i simply cannot accept the fact that i am not progressing! I did not fulfil their requirements! SO SORRY, Stan has again never proven it to u. Till then, i have already decided on what to do next, what not to do cos its DAMN DAMN tiring seeing this over and over again. In the end, u made urself so unhappy, what is the point?
To SRJC peers: Hui Ying- Now i know why u cried on that day to Yongxin and i can feel how u felt that day! I will not laugh at u again! 1S30- If u all r viewing this, i hope u would not laugh at me for crying at this age but i really hope to have some support for u all to go on, if not i think i will give up!
To my always there for me pals- I thank u for that night, sitting and chatting with me, helping me as much as possible to solve my problems! Thanks A LOT! =) Oh ya, thanks for making me laugh when u all r dancing at 1am?
To 513 and others- I hope u wouldn't laugh at me crying at this age. Perhaps i need sometime and some encouragement to STANd up again!Back to Meiling, bath and sat down to chat again. Felt better at that point of time! But i know i have to prepare for the tsunami for 4 days! That is it!
Wednesday
Talked like till 6am? Couldn't really sleep well! Tossed around, in the end i think i slept only 3 hours? Ya... Then Mac delivery for brunch and then watched some stupid-lame videos.. By Kumar and Hosan Leong! LOL, its really funny la... Ok, then out of a sudden, i am not too sure what had happen! Rups was getting high! I was allured by her movements! I tell u when she is 18 and going to club, she will be a very very good dancer! CONFIRM! Dance along too, till like 5pm? Then in the end, went home at 5.30pm, reach home at 6.30pm.. And here i am blogging!
The time period seemed short BUT then its so damn damn fast! I am super duper tired now! I am seriously shocked that my parents are encouraging me, telling me to try my best and not care about the grades. So long as i've tried my best they are happy, even if i get 20/100!(touched)! But no matter what, I really hope to go on! But i need motivation! LOTS!
I am so sorry for saying F*** for so many times!(Joycelyn, i proven u wrong, sorry)
Regards
STAN(hidden secrets in him)
Labels: Super duper down
On the bus, Hui Ying forced herself to sit beside Marcus. Soo Yue smiling!
Oh, i dun think i need to spell out what i wanna mean. Marcus is shouting for help i think.
After dinner with them, went to take 23 with this couple. Sorry for bring gooseberry. Nice shot anyway!
RE: Yoke Hung, i can feel that u r super unhappy that day. Seriously, if u have any problem u can tell me. I really dun feel good that day seeing u in that state! So if u have problem just say it out, i wish i can help in one way or another if possible.
Next, upload some photos taken on last friday the 13! Camwhoring! Not going to upload all, only those that i think its nice!
The day when i say the scenery is not as good as compared to the previous visit on 1st of June!
What can i ask for? Forward looking for a bright future? A fiasco without having purpose in life? A successful person? A nonchalant person? It was a night filled with much emotions!
Things are getting serious each time, how am i going to face it currently? Stan ask yourself!
Labels: Stan, There is still a long way to go
Went Sentosa yesterday! After like half a year, lots of things had happened within the short or long period of time. Sigh, why is time running after time? But when u do something u dun like, u felt like the time is stopping! Sigh! Yeah, had a great time yesterday! The toilet was crowded indeed.. Haha.. Met some other ppl at 6+ for dinner at Seoul Garden. GOSH! 1 person $29 NETT! Its damn ex la.. So we headed elsewhere near bugis junction to search for some other close substitute with XED>1 with lower price. Swtich from restaurants to restaurants and finally came to 1 place named erm YI PIN(something) Full of China workers but service is good! Let tuck in. My stomach is calling for help!
YUAN YANG HUO GUO! WAAA NICE NICE NICE!!!
Friday(13/6/08)
PIZZA DRINKS AND NUGGETS! I LOVE IT SERIOUSLY!! YUMMY!
Friday the 13. Oh no, something bad might happen. In the end i found it still ok(except the pic above).. Met up Kat and Rups after studying Maths in school for hours! but u know, sleep and laze around too.. Kat prepared a sumptuous home cook food for us.. Meeting 6.30pm at TAKA water fountain in the end everyonewas late.. Ate this 2 with KAT while waiting for Rups arrival..
I dunno what to say but the only word is NICE! Chicken is the best followed by the Potatoes and then the salad! Thanks Kat!
STARBUCKS after the meal.. I got back my CARAMEL FRAPPUCINO! =)
A natural shot! Haha.. Enjoying life to the fullest at Starbucks! And here I am with my MR TICKLE shirt! Haha! Hmm, we talked lots and lots and lots of stuffs! Metro? Oops! Hahahaha.. Headed to esplanade after this at 9..
The scenery was pretty bad that day. Really. but Kat said an interesting sentence " Its not the scenery that is bad, its ur emotions that brings u down" Agree? Yeah sort of. But really, Fullerton Hotel did not on their Orange Light!
Sat at this corner and chat till nobody business! All the happenings, all the pains that she had went through, all the hard and tough time to pass etc is heard by me. Will nv have enough time to talk! Walked around, camwhoring till 12am! OMG! haha! Alright shall stop here, cos i have lots of pictures to upload from here.. Will upload it asap when i recieve the pictures from Rups tonight or tmr.. Tuesday meeting again! Before we really go away for a while due to my studies! Thanks!
Labels: That is it Stan, u see your result