Sunday, February 12, 2012 9:31 PM
What do you understand by the word complicated? Does relationship strucks you? Or is it the the people around you are too two-headed? Or does it comprises of many different things. Sigh, its just too complicated.
I am currently being pestered by a situation that I hate it a lot. I wanna flick it away from my hand but to no avail. Its in fact haunting me that I am a little traumatised by it.
I don't think its my fault. I am just being myself all these while. Why must there be a case that finger is pointing at me?
Is it wrong to be myself? I have made some cautious effort to change to suit the environment and the situation. If I can't, it simply means that I am not meant to be able to do it.
No patients, rushing and pesistent pushing is just too annonying. Its just too much of a pressure for me to handle. I rather be gradual.
Right now, I feel sucky cos it seems like I am the devil. Many a times when something happens, 90% of the time I am deemed the devil. I seriously beg to differ.
Enlighten me, what on earth is fairness. I need a libra's advise, like NOW!!
I need time. I really need time. I am very sure that I need a good 2 to 3 days to overcome this. Its just another nonsensical experience.
I should do something to distract myself.....
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