Sunday, July 31, 2011 8:16 PM
Good evening good evening. What a pleasant Sunday. Slept half of the Sunday away. Woke up at 4pm today. I have ever tried sleeping till 4pm in my 20 years of life. Reason? Ton the entire night. Love the colourful effects of the collages. I use to be a dull person but have slowly accepted colours. Now I like both bright and dull colours. It just say about the mood. I am glad that I suggested this theme to Rups as her 21st bday party theme.
Alright, gtg.. Be back soon!
Labels: colours
Thursday, July 28, 2011 10:22 PM
I was astounded when I hear that news. My jaws literally drop when I hear it coming from omy senior. I just didn't expect this to happen within the short period of one and a half months. Its just too sudden to accept the fact. This fact seriously made my morale low despite a happy standby day for me today.I am pretty sure he is now at a place far far away. At least the agony and hassle has ended. Less suffering, less taxing and less stressful to his body. Why did u leave so suddenly? Sigh..Mr Chng, a very nice and amicable worker in my camp, whom in my impression, is kind, approachable and a very hard working uncle. He never fails to come promptly at 7am in the morning and leave at about 5.15pm. Seeing him waving every single time when I open the gate to see him off, its just a pleasant sight that could possibly make the day. Since the day I was posted here, I just find him very nice. Its just a feeling from him. Saying hi and bye with his utmost sincerity every single time enhances the relationship between us. It foster a strong bond between us that is just so pleasant. I kept thinking of him today. The feeling of him around is still there. Its still very fresh and it kinda feel like he is still here. From what I know, he is very devoted in his job and works his best to make ends meet. He got a terminal stage lung cancer. Its really sad to hear that. Cancer brought him away from us and his loved ones. What a pity and sad news received today.I am sad that I can't even see him for the last time as I am on duty for the one and a half months at Nee Soon camp. If I know it, I will most likely visit his wake. Well, that's one month ago. Sigh. Can't turn back time.This positive and cheerful uncle will always be in my mind. I hope from this I can learn something from it.Early detection is important! Take good care of your health is the MOST important. Without health, all the effort is gone to waste. Money can't buy health. At least i mean directly.Mr Chng, hope this ending will lead you better in the paradise world....Labels: Bye
Tuesday, July 26, 2011 9:08 PM
Its like 9.10pm now. The day passes so quickly. Came home at 9.30am and went on checking hotels online for my holiday with family to Hanoi coming end August. Hmm it was a rush decision but i just hope that I will enjoy it as much as I can. Well these few days are really busy. Juggling between duties and entertainment. Come to think of it last week passed kinda fast.
Met up with Rups just one day before Jasmines birthday. The main plan was to get the Birthday cake for Jas. Sat down at the forever emotional spot the our long lost soul use to settle, which is at Vivo sky garden. We took the plunge to change the spot this time round, to a place even better for a heart to heart talk. What more, its just a stone throw away.
I heart went to her. I just want her to pick herself up and look forward to the future. I think the most important thing in life is to be far sighted and practical goals to achieve. At least for her matter.
Jasmine Birthday falls on a day when I applied leave. Hmm, what a day. Its was a turn on day so to speak, meaning I am just very high. Adrenaline rush from morning till after before its settled down when I met my Darlings. Just too nice a memory.
Jasmine Birthday was celebrated at Kiseki Japanese Buffet restaurant. It was worth the money. The food variety is vast, mainly Japanese food. The unlimited supply of Salmon Sashimi and the generous spread of meat, vege etc and desserts made it a value for money place to visit. Most likely I will visit again.
Went to Helipad at The Central Clark Quay for the 2nd half of the celebration. The place is really nice to chillax. $25 to enter seems a little taxing on my pocket. Haha. However the service was pretty BAD. Literally. All the know was to settle the bill asap where they haven even serve my drinks. I wait for like 1/2hour. What more, an unexpected situation smack right in front of my face. Gurp down the cup of Cranberry Vodka in like 5minutes, making my frantic self reach another high new level. Went off at 1am as I have duty the very next day. What an expensive night!
Quebec Club 38 meet up on Sunday. It was a hot Sunday afternoon and as usual, all came late. Got my GREEN LANTERN mask for Kat's birthday. Right now i need to DIY the logo and the ring too. Haha. Should be fine =)
Buffet, steamboat buffet at Bugis after shoppig around Bugis area. To be frank, I didn't enjoy it a lot but it was fine. At least there were times where we talk. The service of the steamboat is really bad. Not anytime soon will I patronise. Food was OK though.
Ended off strolling around the hotel beside Bugis. Nice pics. Haha. I was shock to see the Green Lantern ring costs $129. LOL! SO freaking Ex!!!
Alright, shall stop here. What a post again. Nice pic, kudos to me =X Haha. On leave tmr. So shiok! Haha. ALright. Take care...
Labels: No money
Sunday, July 24, 2011 10:47 PM
I have umpteen thoughts that I wanna say. However, time does not permit. I guess I will have to postpone this potential rattling post the next visit.Actually, its just a temporary rattling posts. I don't think I will brood over it that much as time will heal the wound naturally. Haha. Or rather its just some hurting feeling, not to mention its wound.Alright, i got to stop here. BRB perhaps on Tuesday..Labels: Hmm
Friday, July 22, 2011 12:09 PM
Adrenaline rush right now. I can feel that blood is flowing intensely throughout my whole body. Without alcohol, I can feel the 'high' in me. Just that its slightly intense.I can feel the heat dissipating from my body, just like when I am in the club. That does not mean that I have drank a few cups of 'on the rock'! Neither am I down with a fever. Haha.Hmm, interesting. Why am I feeling that at this wee hour? It has got to do with the ambiguous post that i have posted last week. The long anticipation and hard work of my dream has paid off to another new level high. Its getting closer and closer day after day. However, there are sometimes sparks and downfall that adds up to the overall experience. I think I am handling it quite ok with there is definitely a chance of suceeding. The day will come one fine day.Recently, I am watching 2 TV serials. Of course from Hong Kong. They are 'Truth' and 'Yes SIr Sorry Sir'. Not too bad. I have learn something from it. Be brave, do something that u have never ever think u can do it. Think out of the box always. Who knows u might get something that surprises u. Haha..Alright, say no more Stan. I will work harder and harder. I can smell the feeling of success right now.. Just u wait..Labels: Adrenaline rush
Monday, July 18, 2011 5:33 PM
Right now, I feel like becoming a dragon and blow out a huge fire. I am really pissed off right now. I am havng headache. What more to aggravate that uncomfort with rages in my family. All of us were like dosed with FIRE CAPSULES. Everyone of us were talking, oops sorry its shouting, at the top of our voice. My bro is just a pain in the ass. Its really simple. Nothing complex, nothing intricate, nothing complicated. Things came in too sudden and I hate to make impromptu decisions. At least allow me to have some buffer time to get myself ready. SERIOUSLY.It goes like this. Firstly, I am already piss with myself. I hate myself for not able to think of presents to give to my close friend. WHat more 3 of them have their birthdays aligned nicely one week after next. I am like super broke now with lots of money spent on daily stuffs which are necessities. Oh my. Money has always been sensitive to me. I am trying really hard to control my spending and save up as much as I can. Now, there goes....Next up, an impromptu decision made today. We were discussing on whether should we go on a holiday. I wanna clear some of my leave as Sep and Oct may be busy and that applying for it may be difficult. Hence, I suggested to go on August. The initial plan started a month ago on first week of June. It dragged all the way till today and they have decided to go HANOI. I thought no one suggested anything means we will give a pass this time round. What a shock when they all agreed to go. Hence, another 200-300 gone. Iphone urge is increasingly strong these few months. I already have plans to get one when my contract ends in Nov/Dec. I want to change to Iphone 5, which rumours are spreading that in September, it will be released. 21st Birthday this year in NOV and I have yet to plan ANYTHING. 21 years old, key to most of the things. It is time to really plan something to make it a memorable birthday. Party, theme, buffet, huge birthday cake, family and friends, all should be present in 21st! All of these, requires $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.What more, insurance? Braces instalment? I am quite dry now. Yeah, dry..Its really giving me paranoid when I see the $ dropping day by day. However, to think of the brighter side, money can be earned back after ORD. And there's never ending to earn. I will have opportunity in future.What made me really hard up was the timing for the flight. I think I have caused inconvenience to my clerk and Sgt. Seriously, I feel so bad changing the date of arrivals. There many factors here and there, booking the tickets, calling to apply leave, all were done in 10 minutes, making me go heywire and i feel really sorry when the date of arrival needs to be changed, interuptting the schedule.I have a really high expectation in camp now. After going through hell days in March to May, I know how it feels and I am making sure history does not repeat. Interupting the schedule is always a big minus point. I just hope that MM does not screw me up like last time. Sigh....Now, I am really afraid that on Kat's birthday I will not be able to make it for the Birthday party.The reason is the duty schedule keeps changing. I have requested for a change in the schedule already. I find myself a bit overboard to change duty again if i got duty on 7th August? Seriously! Am i?Sigh... Please, don't let that nonsense repeat again.....Labels: Furious
Tuesday, July 12, 2011 5:30 PM
Right now, my heart is pounding kinda fast. I am not like dealing with a 100k deal or whatsoever transaction, nor neither am I risking on something that could that take away my life. Hmm, how shall I say.Basically, I am nervous, anxious, excited, elated, over the moon, impatient and looking forward to something. That something has been longed by me since the past. I have been working hard for it, making sure that the best effort is put in each time. A few attempts were made and they were either not optimal or just didn't reach my expectation. Come to think of it, it kinda suck. This time round, I tried my best to manipulate words and things around, hoping that the final stage can be reached without compromising my expectation.Right now, that anxiety is still going on in me. Any single step that goes wrong can lead me to the wrong direction. I am praying hard that this time round, I can succeed.However, this makes me really paranoid right now. The 6th sense tells me, there is 50-50% chance of achieving it, but something is just wrong. Sigh. I rather the answer to be reviewed asap.30minutes later.....And once again, I have yet to prove myself that I am capable of achieving it. However, I swear I have tried my best but its not my fault. Due to unforeseen circumstances, which apparently my 6th sense tells me, it still gives me the ambiguos feeling. Oh man, how to win that?I feel OK right now. I am trying to remedy it. And it goes on....Labels: Nervous
Sunday, July 10, 2011 8:05 PM
Pictures taken on 040711 at Asian Civilisation Museum with my family! More pictures available at my facebook profile. That's all for today! Till then...Labels: Pictures
Wednesday, July 6, 2011 6:12 PM
Right now, my mind is screwed up. It is undergoing some maintainence due to excessive draining of brain cells that has caused the inability to function properly. With many external factors that have contributed and the hectic duty schedule that aggravated it, its inevitable to feel frantic and annoyed by whatever things that come along.Last week was frankly one of the best weeks in the month of June. I went for a nice evening jog with Rups aka bestmate. It was to maintain a healthy lifestyle even though my body is kinda screwed up by the tiring duties. I am super pessimistic on duty schedule for the month of July, considering manpower shortage. Seriously, I don't know when will i get my weekend. KBOX with Sista Sharon was fun. It was relaxing and enjoyable. Singing nice songs and of course duets. Oh I would say we had hell lots of fun recording those songs too. And they were nice! Really!Asian Civilisation Museum with family on Monday 4th July. It was great viewing historical stuffs that exhibits past history and happenings. Terracotta exhibition was the one that we mainly went there for. It was really awe-inspiring. What more, its free entry for NSFs and Senior Citizen. Not that bad, can give it a try. Pictures to be uploaded.Something unpleasant happened on monday night. Had a tiff with someone. From what I could recall, I am purely not in favour of the tone she used on me on the prezzy that I am gonna get her. Perhaps I was sensitive that night. I realise its because I treasure her very much thats why I am direct and wanna give the best gift i can afford to her. I guess I was ignorant that the best thing she wants from me is my presence with the outfit. While my attention,on the other hand, was on the gift. Hence, misunderstanding sparked and with the harsh tone that I was seriously perturbed and irritated, I went super direct with my words. Sarcasm and hostility was what I adpoted then. Come to think of it, both of us were at fault. I was rude and cruel to this long and sustainable friendship while she was a ignorant with her tone and words. Right now, I just need time to recover from this.Anyway, things were not going well these 2 days. I mean meet-ups etc. Meet up today with a friend whom I have never met since last June as she went to Australia to study was cancelled due to some reason, which apparently I was a little piss and disappointed. I am seriously not optimistic about meeting her again due to uncompatible free time this and next week. That all. Routine continues........Labels: Sian
