Donuts from DONUT FACTORY! Same as the last post.. But just wana post it up haha..A dead 'moth' in my room.. My digital camera(Micro)! Ok la not that bad.. Haha..
家好月圆庆中秋! Haha.. I celebrate Lantern Festival too.. EVery year without fail i will light up the lanterns to beautify our place and enhance the ambience.. Haha..
On 2-10-08, went AEROPONICS farm with Marcus's PW group members as they will have to have at least 9 members to form a group to go into the farm The purpose is to let Kenny get info regarding this farm and then use it for their project..Poor Cheryl's group have to go and waste time! Sigh.. But then i enjoy the whole thing and no regrets! Lets begin!
At 7pm, it was already quite dark.. There was no vehicle at sight and we decided to walk all the way back to Kranji Mrt station.. After walking for 3mins, there comes a lorry which stopped by and the friendly driver asked where are we heading to.. Despite the different direction that both of us are going, he gives us a lift to Kranji Mrt station.. We met a lucky star on that day as the journey back to station is very long! CamWhored in the lorry and i love the kind of rapid moving wind and sitting together with my friends.. Nice nice!
Ok, basically i shall stop here.. BUT, i will still have to write something before i go..
These words are for Kat!
Kat, if u r viewing this, i hope u dun mind.. Pardon me for the straight forwardness as some words may hurt.. But bare in mind i am speaking something from the bottom of my heart.. Ok, as for the things u have wrote in ur blog, i have always been viewing it closely and know every single move that u've made.. Although I wasn't close to u guys this period due to tight schedules, i was observant enough to see what is going on within every single one of u.
From the day when I talk to u at ur working place in Vivo, i have already change my perception towards u. Really! Of all no reason u told me all things that i know U WILL NEVER DO IT! U seem to change to another person to me and the new U made me feel that u r not my type of friend regrettably! Fine, i kept it in my heart.
The next thing i knew was regarding Kenny.. I have conveyed to him about the things that i missed out! And that the relationship matter is seriously an unfair judgement i think.. U know y? Let me tell u, its his choice whether to continue or not, and that he is your friend, u should even RESPECT his decision and not add salt to the wound.. Dun u think it is so not the right thing to do.. Plus, u said E is childish. But then have u thought of stopping all quarels since u mentioned that E is childish. Can I say that u r part of it as well cos u talk to E? Why would u wanna communicate with a person whom u think is childish unless u r one. Till then , u leave a bad impression to the person! Gone case. I mean really, I never think of true friends winning over relationship. I noe it does and is quite true but then I seriously dun think u should do this. U seem to be CONTROLLING over Kenny that i seriously cannot tolerate. Everyone got their rights to chose to lead their own life. Same for u who always goes ur own way. So why can't Kenny choose to take the risk?
U said WE(4 of us) are not close to u.. Since this year, i have been hearing lots of comments from u saying things about us(Nv go out with u, very sad, cant compared to Rups).. Around June to July, have i not given u advises? I told u to break him off and u didn't.. So which means can i make a big fuss out of everything like u do right now cos at that time u always clinch to your ex? As for the part why sometimes we 'neglect' u, all i can say is it is a CYCLE and u can jolly well think of it, it is obvious..(What goes around comes around)
I seriously dunno whether the 4 is inclusive or exclusive of me.. However, it doesn't matter.. What i can say is it's confirm the usual 4 other than u.. '4 closest to me'.. Kat, I have never say such harsh words on u before. Which means u can infer that this time round i m really serious about this.. From the sms that day i told u i need to talk to u. I am the 3rd one who write things out in blog out of the 4 theoretical ones mentioned by u. U wanna flare or whatever, its up to u.. The reason for this to appear is I still care about my friends.. I just can't stand it anymore and burst! I dunno whether it will affect friendship but I am here to surface out how i feel..
Right now, i know its very tough for u.I shouldn't have done this but so is Kenny who is being maligned by ur words. I can't possibly see this best friend of mine standing right there suffering too..
But whatever it is, as for ur Dad's case, I really hope he is alright. I hope he will go through it smoothly.. I hope to hear good news from u..
Till then i will see u again!
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