fallingofffromtheedge
Are u ready for this?
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Just as the firecraker shot up to the sky, this indicates a new challenge to me and also year 2008... I had a mix feeling in my heart when i see that.. Cos i m surprise that i m with my classmates this year to countdown.. Haha.. Ya, went to wach fireworks like last yr with Galvin.. Its nice but i m just can't believe that 1 yr had just gone.. Its like yesterday to me.. SO fast.. I hope to have a good 2008, but i m not too sure..
Ya, thats the 4 of us...
AFter the fireworks, went to find the remaining ppl like Yong Chin Zhi Yang etc, but wad they told us was really very very contradicting.. They said 'wheel'.. And this stupid Stanley only know the BIggest ferry wheel in the world that one.. Where they r at the wheel just opp Marina Sq above City Link.. Sigh.. That made Jm mad.. But i was ok, just tired.. When we reach, saw them smoking and black face.. Oh gosh, i hate that, thought its was a mini gathering and have some chats, but no... SIgh
Next, i called Rups.. Thought of wishing her Happy New Year.. But, sigh.. I was super shock to hear that her grandpa went to hospital... In my mind, i felt really really bad for her.. Ppl celebrating, counting down for 2008 and she had to rush to hospital, worrying, panicking.. SIGH!! RUPS, be strong!!!! I will visit u and ur grandpa when its the time...
Next, 1st Jan 2008 day time, have to be present at my workplace.. Very boring.. Sigh.. Ya, then on 1Jan night, i was told to do paper work when there r little customer left, cos my partner serve will do.. Then this supervisor came to me and told me to shift the stock in the storeroom at the pillar to other places, cos tmr(2Jan)there will be firemen here to check safety, if anything blocking the fire extinguisher(place at the pillar), she will be in trouble.. I reluctantly shift it to other places.. So ya, i continue to do paper work..
After a while, she was here again, nagging at me to tidy up those stock, where they already very neat.. Instuct me to do this do that, i started to get pissed off.. Really.. After a while i told this to my another colleague, new comer.. Luck is not at my side, cos she happen to hear it and she sacarstically say"and then some more".. That point of time i tell u, she is really very very rude to me lor, raised voice at me, say that i talk bad things behind her where she is not etc.. I was at my boiling point then, i can't endure anymore and i retorted whatever she said to me..
In the end, she shouted"Call your boss, what type of attitude is this.. Not happy working here u can leave" I said i m very happy working here.. Then i hate her when she told my boss that i m rude, told him to sack me if i m not happy working there.. Luckily my boss is understanding and he told me"Dun think too much, nvm, just dun talk to her in future, so after that it will be fine"
But in the end she still stand there and eavedrop what i said to me boss.. Sigh, Then i said"Sorry la, sorry la can or not" SHe said "u r not sincere, i dun need u to force urself to say" AFter hearing this, i burst..
I shifted all my stock into my place, i dun care, i just wanna prove to her that i will clear all the stuff all at 1 go.. And i did.. SHe shut her mouth... But after that when she was out, i heard lots of comments from the full timer, some say my full timer cause me into trouble cos if i dun do paper work, there wouldn't be today.. U should know Stan has high level of tolerance, but once he can't tolerate anymore, he will just throw himself out without any consideration.. But eventually i will lose to that opp party...
One female colleage told me, actually just now u r rude to her.. Moreover she is ur super visor, if Ivy(manager that control the ladies shoes) is not here, she has the right to tell me to do this do that, which means she take over Ivy.. After that, she told me to apologise to her, moreover we r working as 1 family, will be seeing each other everyday.. At first i was reluctant, but i think i should.. 1stly i wanna learn from this that i wanna learn to change my bad attitude, gain experience from there, so in future wouldn't happen again... Went to toilet to wash my face, and there goes..
When she is in the storeroom, went to approach her, said" Err, Lay Hoon ah, sorry that i raised my voice on u, i shouldn't have done that.. Probably i m feeling lousy lately".. And she told me lots of stuff that is very reasonable.. She didn't even scold me, she said i really change my attitude, in future it will help.. Then told me she did raise her voice at me too etc.. But as she went on, my eyes started to get watery...
After finishing her words, i walked off with a sorry to her.. She said "its Ok', went to my section and sat down.. Jus can't stop my tears from flowing.. Perhaps i m guilty? Perhaps i must learn something that is useful for me? Perhaps thats ur life? Or wad? I jus need some time..
5minutes later, i felt better.. At least i apologise to her, if not i will bring this guilt all the way till??? But i really feel bad, even today, i still think that was a nightmare to me..
Ok, ppl, thats my day.. I hope in future(2008) will be better for me, eg. result day... Haha... Oh no, left 20 odd days to our release of O level results... HOW?????? How i wish i can go back to last year 2007 Jan to CNY that period... Study and enjoy at the same time.. SO fun.. But it all transformed into memories...