Thursday, August 30, 2007 5:16 PM
林宇中-主题曲回忆的声音
播在夜里
像是一首旋律
多么美丽
那时我很肯定
你是我唯一
眨个眼我们就各分东西
(Chorus)
再说我爱你
泪把心占据
却有些甜蜜
让伤心被允许
说过的话语
做过的事情像歌曲
陪我每个冬季
纪念着我和你相爱这主题
回忆的声音
播在夜里
像是一首旋律
多么美丽
那时我很肯定
你是我唯一
眨个眼我们就各分东西 Hu~
(Chorus)
再说我爱你
泪把心占据
却有些甜蜜
让伤心被允许
说过的话语
做过的事情像歌曲
陪我每个冬季
纪念着我和你相爱这主题
时间早已忘记
分手时候的无情
你给的美好回忆让我有怀念的勇气
(Chorus)
再说我爱你
泪把心占据
却有些甜蜜
让伤心被允许
说过的话语
做过的事情像歌曲
陪我每个冬季
季纪念着我和你相爱这主题Yi Hee~
季纪念着我和你相爱这主题
Saturday, August 25, 2007 6:18 PM
Its Another Day!I was about to study for my SS but i couldn't resist the temptation to use the com... Did an entry right now... Yesterday had a great day.. Went out with my Darling again... But the morning seems bad.. Dark cloud covering the white clouds... What does that indicates... A bad friday? An unexpected thing will happen? Or what?
Never ever seen this b4.. So weird!The dark clouds gathered and it started to rain cats and dogs.. 11.50am, headed to the hall for assembly... Got an award yesterday.. Its for the appreciation for helping my peers in their studies.. Nice certificate that i will laminate it and keep it as a memory.. =)Later in the afternoon, went hawker for lunch and caught up some stuff with my 513 peers... Its really fun to chat with them some stuff that will cheer my day up... Love their inventive jokes, which sometimes i feel that its childish but its fun.. Haha.. and here comes our LAST CHEMISTRY PRACTICAL b4 exams...

Look at the iodine solution.. It will definitely be at an advantage to the BIO students.. Dunno what r they testing for.. Starch? There no starch in Chemistry... Right= An untidy table filled with stationery and apparatus...


Burning solid X with a Bunsen Burner.. Nice? The flame is indeed vigorous... And RIGHT is the Lighted Splint!
Went to Marina Square after Chemistry remedial with Darling Rups... Had a great time with her... As promised, we went to SUKI YAKI for a feast on ICE CREAM!
BEFORE AND AFTER! Oh no, i couldn't finish it.. Played 猜拳, and sadly, i losst 2 out of 3 sets... My god.. Have to swallow 2 out of 4 portion of the above crushed ice cream... My stomach couldn't take it anymore... Its really suffering to stuff it in my mouth.. Haha.. But i did enjoy the whole process... Its really fun and relax... Just being myself throughout the whole day.. =)
Total of 12 cups.. An average of 6 cups each... Oh no, i m really bloated... The expression on my face will be the answer to how nice the ice cream is... LOL!
Ok, came back home at 8+.. Sigh, time really pass.. The time spent with Rups its ain't enough... But have to.. Ok, b4 i sign off, got to say something... Some laugh, some neutral, some encorages... U know what... I was pushed by my tuition teacher to aim for an A for ENGLISH LANGUAGE! HUH? "Did i hear it wrongly? That is impossible!" "Why not? As long as u follow what i tell u to do, u may succeed!"
For that, i built up my confidence level! I will aim for an A for English.. Aim doesn't mean getting it... As long as u say u can, it means u can! Y not? So this brought up to a conclusion that i m aiming for '6 DISTINCTIONS' in O level.. My god... I will try my very best.. Ok, take care, do remember to study guys.. All e best! Studying now...
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 6:03 PM
I Wanna Get a JC score for O level!Is that possible? Some says yes, and some says no.. I chose to belief in myself that i can make it... But just about to think that, some eerie feeling kept resisting me... I came out with a conclusion... And that was, ENGLISH LANGUAGE!Just had my O level Oral Examination today... As usual, i was nervous.. My heart pounded furiously with nervousness and anxiety... I really hope i could do well in my oral as this component is the best and easiest to score... Once i stepped into the waiting room, i was shocked to see Joshua Chen(2006-402) sitting.. He is re sitting for his English Language.. I didn't border and continue to talk to my peers.. We were instructed to sit accordingly.. And the oral started.. Having seen the number of private candidates getting lesser and lesser and he was sitting alone, i approaced him.. I was traumatised by his O level results.. EL-D7, Ma-B4, Art-B3, Sc-B3, Chi-C6 and CH, dunno.. He speaks fluent English, writes good compo, and see what he got for EL? He said he didn't study, and regretted... What for? If u know that u r not going to do well, stop all games and concentrate, work diligently to achieve better grades... Even English, u can study.. Talking about English, i can feel how important it is.. Even a good English speaker or rather very good in English can FAIL if one isn't working hard enough... He is a very good example.. I was rather frightened and worried! Really! How can i pass my English? Even if i pass, it will definitely be C5 or C6.. My target is a B4.. Having said that, i tried my best for my Oral.. Eventually, i dun think i m giving my best... One factor could be becos of Shuhana, who is infront of my during the examination.. I could hear that she speaks fluently, making the teachers laugh, and in clear good English.. That gave an impact on me! So pressurising But i tried my best, but it wasn't my very best!
I always bang on my oral to pull the overall results up.. Cos thats easier for me if my paper isn't good.. Now, Oral-Average, Paper? WHat to do.. Dhaliwal always says " U guys really have to start to have DRASTIC change on your writing style!" M i? I doubt so.. She said we were all writing the same style as the beggining of the year.. Some times i write in better English, sometimes i dun.. As emphasised b4, i m going to write better English without 'LA,LE,WA,AIYO etc" It will take sometime for me.. Grammar? It couldn't be help much.. But i will try..What i want to highlight to u guys is to study really hard! Most importantly is still English! FAIL English=(BYE BYE JC)(BYE BYE POLY BUSINESS).. I will read at least 1 model essay per day from now on, hope i improve my writing style! Besides English, PLS PLS PLS study for other subjects.. U need other 4 subject to go POLY! For me 5! Its more tiring.. Dun compare your target with mine.. U should know where u stand.. Set good achievable targets, i believe u will make it.. The importance of getting good grades for O is essential... Trust me.. Believe it or not? Up to u.. I think what i say will definitely be true 1 day..I dun wan to see my friends fall, neither do i wan to see them cry or regret.. Becos i believe REGRET is a very STUPID word to use.. If u REGRET, y dun u work hard or chose the right path, its too late to regret.. Thats all i wanna say today... Pls comment in my tag box whether i can pass my O level English..That will be well appreciated! I WANT THE TRUTH! Use yur sixth sense! Thanks..(Its nv too late to work hard.. Try your best, correct all mistake.. Have constant reminders to do well =)
Monday, August 20, 2007 10:18 PM
错了再错
退到了绝境再退破碎到不能破碎
能挽回什么你就不肯说
我只能猜疑却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说谎我却受惩罚你
不如就用刀刺下
(Chorus)
我可以痛了再痛
你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲
只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活
你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破
爱或痛彼此纠结
悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累成了一片黑
伤痛都已无法消灭
泪水滋润着泪水
背叛是你另一种慰藉
完美的借口泪无辜留下
你不如用乱箭射吧(Repeat Chorus)
即使我头也不回
这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没
给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却捆住了我
我可以痛了再痛
你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲全为了失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活
你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也给刺破
为什么连谎言你也不说
Saturday, August 18, 2007 8:35 PM
How Ironical I Can Be!Had a terrible dream last night.. I couldn't imagine that.. Shall not mention that tragic and terrbile sight of my dream... Its another Satuday today, but i have to attend my English writing course... I dun feel bored as i m looking forward to it and also want to improve on my writing skills...Met Yi Pei, Ming and Sista Shar for breakfast at Mac... (*Sorry Rups, didn't tell u).. Then walk through the rain.. I uttered some expressions to them, but its very lame... The course was quite Ok today as only a handful of them turned up... Went KFC with Walla and the other 3 that went for Mac.. Trust me, if i continue to indulge in these fattening food, i will become the size of a buffalo... SIGH.. We sat for nearly 4 hours at KFC, talking some craps and most importantly, our results... Thinking back, the unquenchable desire in getting good results is felt by everyone.. Who doesn't wan to do well in O's? For me, i aim for 5 distinctions... 4 will be very contented... Trust me, u all can make it, do your best, dun regret...Came back alone, i dun really expect things to turn out like that.. I wanted to study, but now, i dun have the mood due to some OBSTACLES that i have to face... Its really tedious as i hate it when it happens at this time... I wanna concentrate on my studies, dun wan any disturbance, but reality have play tricks on me..Duno when will it receed... I saw something that aren't meant to be seen.. Its damn disgustin... I really dun wish to see it... I dun feel like studying now, that thing kept appearing in my mind.. Its damn SUCKS!But i will stand strong and not letting this to affect me.. I will build my confidence level, i will fight for it... Just wait.. (seems like there's a sudden bright day light that shines on everyone.. Everyone has started to make changes despite failing in all attempts...)
Friday, August 17, 2007 4:28 PM
Photos Update!
S0rry unclear, but its a pair of HOMO... Their back view... I tell u, this is the best ever couple i had seen... An ovation to them for their braveness.. Rups and i were fascinated! Wad a fruitful day that day... I believe me and Darling will not forget them... =)
Look, how NERDY i m 1 year plus ago... Taken this in Thailand on 1-12-05 with my bro... We ain't touching the sculpture, just pretending... Quite genuine right? HAHA!
My 16th Birthday with my family... Its really a memorable day that i will not forget... Taken this after my tuition at 9pm... This is my mum... U noe wad, i lock myself the whole day jus to practise my Elementary Mathematics.. Cos on 6-11-06 is O level Maths paper 1 for me... No choice but to do well... And my hard work had paid off... An A2... Yes... I hope to be happier this year, but this year worst, 5-11-07 is Social Studies... SIGH!!! =(

Group photo on 2-8-07.. Its not a surprise anymore, but i enjoy the day regardless of breaking the vase.. LOL.. A group photo of ppl attended... Am i outstanding? LOL!!
Ok, shall stop here... When i m free, will have PHOTO UPDATE(PartIII)... Take note pls... Gtg ppl, take good care, study hard, Prelim is coming, followed by O's.. Everyone dun forget to study!
Tuesday, August 14, 2007 5:58 PM
A Quick One!Hi ppl, guess u all had been busy preparing ur Os? Some say yes, some no... Jus to remind to continue to work hard, cos when u get a good grade, or ur targetted grade, the happiness is really indescribable...
Yesterday(13-8-07) is the release of GCE O level MT results... I was gravely nervous initially but as time passes, i became to appease.. In the morning, my tuition friend sms me, telling me her ressult.. I was like SHIT! Her standard is perhaps lower than me 1 grade(sry, not boasting), she got C5 and Oral/Aural Merit.. My mind was totally empty.. The clock tickles measures to increasing nervous... Hmm, i shall treat it as another normal day.. 1.35pm, that Raja came in.. I covered my eyes when she showed the list of results on the visualiser... But i have to put my hands down eventually.. Saw ZHi Yang getting A2, i was like WOW! My heart told me jus a B3 will do.. Oral, nv thought of that... I saw mine later... My god.. YES!! I made it! I got what i aimed for.. A B3 and Oral/Aural Distinction.. Woohoo! Yeah! I was jumping for joy then.. I knew the fact that i have to re sit for the exam, but for me, i have a high chance of getting an A2 for the next exam.. YEAH!! I wanna get an A2! Next time the moderation not that big, so high chance ba..(Hope so)
U know what, i was super happy for Darling Rups... She got A1 (O/A) Distinction!! My god.. GAve her a warm hug to share her joy.. Really happy for her... She didn't expected it.. Rups, u made it!! =)
To Kat, dun feel despaired.. Its not the end yet! Be like Evelyn, B3 to A1... U will definitely make it, trust me.. Perhaps first time nervous? But take the 2nd time seriously, and here comes your A!
To Shar, dun cry.. LOL... Ur oral Distinction leh... Very good leh... Means got chance to get A ok.. DUn be despaired ya.. 2ns time must work extremely hard le.. Ok? JIA YOU!
Jas and others re sitting... ALl e best... U all can make it de... Improve 1 grade at least... JIA YOU! Must listen to Ku nai nai ok? For me, i wan an A2, i think i will work twice as hard this time in order to get my A.. U think can i make it? I really dunno, no confident.. Sigh..
Photos that were not uploaded previously.. All e best.. Work hard ok!! Show that 5N ppl can do O level!!! JIA YOU!! =)
Sunday, August 12, 2007 12:39 AM
9-8-07
Once again, greetings to all... I have no choice but to blog at this time.. I m super tired, but no choice.. U know why? Its bcos i will not have the time tmr(12-8).. Cos i jus heard from my mum that my(mum side) grandma's bro-in-law had passed away... I have to be present for the funeral.. So sad to hear that, i m stunt when i heard it.. He died of lung cancer, same as my dad's mum(Grandma).. =(
But neverthless, shall continue.. Its National Day, Happy Birthday Singapore! U r 42 this year, hope u r more sophisticated in future! Went to meet Friends to watch fireworks! Met Zw 1st, then to City Hall... They were late... But then went off str8 went they arrived...
I felt like i was being left alone, everyone with their partner and close friend.. And i dunno who to head to, i dun wan to break the conversation, so i walk alone at the back... I did not blame them, cos i chose to come, i must not regret...
But gradually, Kenny saw me being left alone, he came to talk to me more frequently... Ya, then we managed to squeeze through the crowds and get to the esplanade... We felt so hot... The journey was as if we r walking throught the Sahara desert, its arduous.. Once we were in the Esplanade, we were all sighing with relief.. The air-con was so soothing that everyone doesn't wanna get out of that nice environment... But we were out to see whether we stand a chance to view the NDP!
Regrettably, we couldn't.. The others who wanna come gave up squuezing.. So we squueze through the ppl... I could see some performance on the water, but other couldn't.. And the squeezing part made them intolerable... We succumbed with no regrets.. But i felt like its fruitless to come.. We r halfway to success, but we still gave up... I had learnt something from this..[My fireworks is gone =(]
B4 i carry on, wanna show u some pic i had taken.. We r so fortunate to see those G-O-H continent and shots that i took that day...






Ya, met up with others at Marina Square... Heard a BOMB sound, which indicates fireworks.. Managed to catch some view..

Went to Neil Road to drink... On the other hand to celebrate Vann and Zw bday... Very near my ex music school... Sang some songs, looking at them so happy, i felt better.. =) Took some photos with Hui Jing...

This girl hor, so troublesome =X... took 7-8 shots with me... "Not nice, delete, take again" This continued for umpteen times.. LOL! Randomly choose 2 photos to upload.. LOL...
Went off at 12.15am with Zw, Happy Bday! U r now legal to do lots of things... But i saw somebody drunk, so funny her actions... Yup, so tired...
10-8-07
What a tired day it can be... Went to Rups house at 10.30am to get my camera that i had forgotten to retrieve it that day.. Saw her sitting down alone in the dining room, eating her toast bread while watching Channel Newsasia! A simple but rational life! I wan it... 11am, rush to Queenstown mrt to meet ppl from 513.. Today will be 513 day...
The early birds and the punctual ppl...(Including me)Ok, its Yong Chin's Birthday too.. As promise to meet them for Dim SUm buffet, i didn't break my promise... And i m craving for Dim Sum too... Argh, i m growing fatter... =(
There were total of 18 ppl present for his celebration, 3 of them r not from 513.. Ppl who attend-- Me, Ian, Zhi Yang, Mark, Bryan, Wai kin, Astrawan, Jia Ming, Jia Ming Bro, Fu Ping, Kenneth Lim & Kong, Hui Ming(Swine), Soon Keong, Daryl, Siang Wei, Kian Meng and Yong Chin.. Yeah.. =)
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Solo photo with my favourites from 513 ... Forgotten to take with Ian.. LOL...
Bryan, me, Zhi Yang and Ian(best in 513) Smilezzz!!

(left)The cold ice water and the hot brew tea! The stacking up of the '笼子'!
(right)
The wide-spread of the food.. Sorry too little food, forgotten to take when there's lots of food... On the right is the tea.. The colour is so pure must be water added into it.. See that mark's hand behind..
Our 513 Favourite pass time game,猜拳.. They were all bloated, whoever lose, pls self service and stuff that into ur mouth.. Haha..
Lets take a photo for memory...(This is the best among those taken).. I will never forget this day with 513 ppl... =) Memories with 513
Went to Chinatownith them, some playing LAN, some played POOL.. I choseOL..

Just wan to say that, 513 ppl r really fantastic.. They r trouble free in most cases... I could only felt relieved and elated when i see them... Their bonds.. I m speechless... I can say firmly that i will never regret having them as a classmate or friend in my sec school life... It will always be in my mind, the ppl of 513.. =)
4+, went back to Darling house as she is in pain.. Stomach cramp.. My god.. When i reached her house, she was playing her piano.. Drastic improvement from the previous time i heard her.. Hmm, she seems ok, and went Kobayashi for dinner... Walk to Far East, but it was fruitless... She couldn't find the shop.. So headed back... As usual, our routine, but this time round she bought sweets.. She followed me home as she is not in a rush and felt like talking 186 from my house back to Queenstown.. Ya, ok thats the end.. Sorry for the long post, but i seriously will love this entry...(sometimes the alternatives can make u happier even if u created animosity towards them b4, the greatest thing in life is to learn ur mistake, change it and carry on with life)