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Wednesday, July 25, 2007 6:39 PM

Photos on Aesthetic Night!!

End with Me n Rups =)..I will post some left over for the next entry or so.. Hope u all enjoyed viewing... Take care ppl...

Tuesday, July 24, 2007 5:38 PM

The world is changing!

Do u all agree with this phrase? I suppose u have to... Its not only the environment, but oso social changes.. The Ice bergs in the north and south poles r melting profusely, r u aware of that? Dun be surprise that the whole earth will be flooded with water, and human will be struggling to find a safe spot to be landed...

Have u ever thought of that? No? Yes? As for social, hmm.. Jus look at urself, r u born with a silver spoon? I can say it firmly that i m born with a silver spoon, no doubt... But i can feel how much sufferings the others from the 3rd world country did.. I did imagine what if i were born there? Where will i be? Begger? Its really beyond what i m thinking... U can see the ppl in town, how nice they dressed, how much money r there in their wallet? I believe there will be min. of $20 bucks... See how much $ they spent for leisure activities?

Have anyone thought of ppl in the past, the pains and the sufferings that they had faced? I really pity them.. REALLY! Y must they be suffering while we r not(which we r lucky)..

The no. of Homo in the world is oso increasing... Its really chaging man... What is a homo, what r they thinking? Def:its a feeling of emptiness and usually leads to homosexual as he/she confide in someone of the same sex about his/her problems and that tends to lead to interest in someone of the same sex is who he/she can communicate well and share... This type of psychological def, is it true? I chose to believe it... Its genuine.. Ppl really did that and i can see that by ways... Sigh.. What happen to the world? Is it allowed to have this marriage in S'pore? Nope.. I think that the more the government restrict this policy, the more the homo will appear... This is my logic... But, they r not wrong at all.. Happiness is the most important...

Ppl, they r changing everyday.. The time to do their things affect them to what they r today... Eg. A small drop of water drop to a big rock from a pipe.. Everyday it will drop without fail and it drop every seconds repetively... Of course by a year, there will definitely be a hole on the rock! I learnt this from my dad which is true... Time is the answer for everything..

U nv know what u will be in future, u will nv know whether u will die tmr or so.. But somethings u can choose whether to do or not... Its just how ur iron-will in urself to savage the situation... When one has the determination, u will definitely able to succeed..

Now i know y 513 is so Happy, so stress free.. Its bcos they dun have this type of frustration in them.. I had observed them for 2 weeks? And i think they deserve something to be proud of(no doubt its childish).. The smile on their face, the laughter, i m just totally impress... But my heart will nv change for 512... But somehow is hard, i need to change.. I dunno y i cant really communicate with them recently, is it bcos of studies? Or other factors? Guess i must be the one at fault.. I did not talk to them, i did not follow what they always do...( Sorry to say that, but this is how i feel, and no harsh tones, no comments)

I walk alone to the bus stop, feeling great... At least i can talk to myself and know who exactly i m.. And i got it.. I m still a good person... Everyone makes mistakes.. I hope one can change it, really.. If not the consequences will be...(no ans)

After reading so much, u noe what i m trying to say? Nvm, i leave it to u.. Now, i m going to study study and study... I agree with some phrases now taht was said by someone.. Most importantly is my Certificate, which will decide where i go.. I can't afford this to affect my results.. Everyone should work hard now and not fooling around.. I will strive for the better(4 distinctions) and hope not be involved in this CHANGING world(-ve) but have to one day, shall change for the better(+ve)... ( the second hand tickles measures my unbearable heart to the used-to-be ppl in the vicinity of me)......

Sunday, July 22, 2007 1:29 PM

HAPPY, DEVASTATED, & OTHERS!

Wa, its 1 week plus le, i nv blog.. Finally got the chance to blog.. Haha... Hmm, think will be a long post as i will upload lots of pic... Hmm, shall start with the more recent things..

I m jus devastated by u.. U said u will not touch that, and yet u touch it.. There must be some probs, but then on the other hand, u dun wanna tell me.. Ok, fine.. But i jus dun get it y u will do this, kind of hard to accept.. My intention from the start is, i will nv harm u.. Will always hope u r ok.. But then i dun expect things to be like that.. I really hope u mark ur words now... If not.. SIGH!!( I have nth to say, perhaps i did something wrong, but to tell u, i wasn't)

Yesterday, went to celebrate Jas Bday.. Went to Taka SEOUL GARDEN for lunch buttfet.. Yeah, wanna eat lots of meat... Wa, ex leh... Sigh.. dun care liao la... Jus eat...

Look at this, took so much food.. I ate lots of meat, love the coffee chicken... See, all busy cooking their meat..

Took a group photo of them... SAY CHEESE!!

Then this Jas like a guy working as a waiter there.. LOl.. Say very cute, i think soso nia.. Proably suit her ba.. Then she got his no. Waa pro sia...

Waa, PENG AH, so full... But not forgetting the ice cream... All flavours available!5... Saw this group of girls from SACSS ALUMNI playing drums... SO cool man...Went to heeren to shop, then was thinking that PROM night we have to buy clothes again.. NO $ la.. Met up Luanne, give bday present... Then Went VIVO!! My god..

Went to usual place again.. Sitting at our usual place, view the sea.. YP played some songs, waa so nice...We were incarcerated!! Haha.. No la, we r concentrating to view the sea.. Listening to the sound.. Me and Rups sang loys of Duet songs there.. Not bad!!

Yaya came after that. At 8+, Yp and RUps gave JAs a surprise(planned).. She was lying down, then here comes..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASMINE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!

Its jus a small cake, but its the thoughts that count! Hey, wanna show u all 1 pic.. Kinda like it...Look like thundebolt... Guess wad is it, tell me in my tag box ya! =) Its easy..

Then went home at 9, but went to send Rups off 1st, waa i love the air con.. Reached home at 10.30pm.. After shower, sat down, write diary and read my book that i borrwed.. KInda enthu now..

Wa, its a long time ever since i listen to my mp3 le.. Finally can listen to it, reading my book, its so relaxing!! I like this feeling..

Ok, thats it... Its the end of the day.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY Jas... Hmm, i can only conclude that ppl around me, 1 by 1 changing.. But its their choice, me too change.. But i think i still got limit, i know wad i m doin.. But ppl around me.. I m only DISAPPOINTED!!

Nevertheless, i shall ignore it, i have no rights to bother so much.. Ok, photo updates for AESTHETIC NIGHT(afternoon at salon).. Others will update again, probably next week.. Cos too many to upload! Cya...

Its really a HAPPY DAY for me that day.. But its friday the 13.. Shall i believe it?

Wednesday, July 11, 2007 5:56 PM

Enjoyed myself!

Hi, m here to blog again.. Today is my Chinese oral... Hmm, the passage i can say i read it quite well, maybe 1 or 2 words read wrongly.. But conversation.. My god, thought distinction is in my hand, but then after that at bus stop saw yong chin adn zhi yang, they seem to have more things to talk and more relevant point.. Seriously i duno what i m talking oso.. A bit rubbish.. And the teachers oso didn't ask me anything to add on.. Sigh.. If have then maybe i may say some more.. Sigh.. Sian la, aiya i shall jus drop it la... Its over, can't ammend it.. Let the fate do the decision.. The more i think, the more i will regret, the more sad i m.. So better dun!

Haha, now shall blog about 9/7/07.. Haha.. Monday.. Hmm, its Campus Superstar agin, and its Guo Hao turn.. On 5/7 kian meng already told me he can get tickets for me to watch his performance.. I say ok lor.. Go there see see onli.. I m the neutral party, nv support anyone.. Haha.. I got the tickets only on monday, then when some 513 ppl saw it, they wanna go.. Haha.. So in the end those who went were me, waikin, ian, mark, brian and km.. km sit with fans.. others level 2.. Not bad la the view.. haha.. went in at 7.10? then sit down there and take some pic..

See a candid shot! LOOK! Wai kin digging nose!! My god! Haha no la joking, he is not.. HIs nose itch... Ian staring and admiring those ppl below lol.. Must be viewing y no pretty girls? LOL!! joking.. =)

Hmm, Wk help us take, but he dunno how to take 5 ppl.. LOL.. then only took the 4 of us.. (heng ah, cannot see my pimples, later u shall see)!

The grp performance.. Left is ELAINE, AGNES, KEELY and Right is MARCUS, GUO HAO, JUN JIE!

I can say that i enjoyed the show a lot.. Must thank Km for helping me to get the tix from GH.. Must tk him oso.. I hope i can go again.. The atmosphere is very very good.. Lol... Next..

Look, this is Marcus.. I can say his performance for guys is the best! His singing skills= V.good! He sang 空秋千by 林宇中! Wa, so nice man.. U can ask Ian how enthu i m when he perform.. I went with him the beat.. Wa.. Nice! The MOST HANDSOME oso! He got the highest 22.5/30.. Li fei hui gave him 7.5 leh.. 1st time see him give so high, so far i think the highest.. This shows that he?............

Actually i cannot take these photos de, but 偷偷 wan.. LOL! Hope anything will not go wrong with me.. haha.. Ya then show ended, went to Toa Payoh woth Wk, ate Mac and we chatted... Wa can't beleve we can still talk that much... LOl! And i found out something, i thought i wouldn't go well with 513 ppl, but its not.. Really, can click leh.. LOL! Wk=wa still can communicate well! LOL! Ya, then took a bus home, he took 143..

I can say recently i have changed my attitude towards 513.. More positive le.. Wouldn't hate them, still can joke, talk play etc.. LOL!! Ya so thats my day with them.. Yeah, i feel so much better now! Aesthetic Night is coming! 2 more days!! I have already prepared le, my clothes.. But 1 thing i have to cleare it b4 the day comes... Wad is it?U see yourself ba... I shall not say too much.. If u have read the entire post, u will know what i mean.. Sad SI WO LE, the thing pop up at the wrong time man... See my idiotic face, SIAN!!! i really hope it will be GONE on Friday.. I will really take care from today, tmr and fri! Then on that Night i look good.. LOL!!

Hmm, shall post probably next week again.. Cos Asthetic Night, will take lots of PIC and upload.. Haha.. And not forgetting the CHALET!! YEAH, cant wait for it man.. The food, games to play.. Yeah!! Ok see ya =)

Sunday, July 8, 2007 10:33 AM

LUCKY 07-07-07!

Hi all, how r u? Is ur day ok? Its tough for me man.. Though the weather was fine, but still got to vex with my studies .. Tuition was generally ok, but kinda stress la.. Little bit.. Hmm, 070707, jio rups to Vivo.. Purpose? Numerous..

We met at 4pm, but as usual i m late.. Sry rups.. LOL.. Reached at 4.18pm.. We had our lunch.. Rups say Mac.. Ok lor.. But Vivo dun have, so go Harbour Front Centre.. Lol.. The price increase le, but is by 5-20 cents la.. Rups ate chicken foldover meal and for me is as usual filet student meal.. While eating, talk some craps.. Then i saw this housefly, flying around our area, then i thought of trying to catch it.. I think i m crazy la, cos its a feat man.. 1st time-FAIL.. 2nd time, i got to injured that housefly, and it did not appear from then.. LOL.. Rups was laughing like hell man.. Kinda INSANE? For me, jus try try nia, no other intention.. Then i saw this 2 guys, waa tell u, A***** standard.. Both, sry couldnt catch a pic of them, too obvious.. I will wanna tone up till their figure, jus nice.. Somemore so tanned!! Waa, cant control myself...

Headed to the Cold Storage to look at some snacks, but eventually went out empty handed.. LOL.. Headed to Vivo, went to Candy Empire to buy something, Old Chang Kee, and PIN LE(drinks) up to the place..

Hey hey, these r the food, so messy leh.. But we enjoyed ourselves, looking at the beautiful sea, listen to the sound of the sea.. NICE COMBINATION!

Look at what is in our hand? I bought this biscuit.. Colourful man.. It taste like those small small biscuits with coloured sugar on top.. Ya nice...

Look, me and rups, eating happily.. Rups look good, but for me, always looking bad, looking very exhausted.. Sigh.. But i enjoyed eating the biscuits...

The night scenery of SENTOSA! Melion is Purple today.. Its really nice!

As for me, Zi lian? No i m not really, u see i smile until very act.. No mood today.. Left-- Viewing the scenery, my mind was mesmerising with lots of stuff which made me down.. U r now viewing the ugly $t@n..

I can say that, Rups, u r my forever.. U r there when i m super down, super temperamental.. Ur advice is really a treasure to me man.. I jus need time to get over it.. Without u, i couldn't have relieve myself out.. Thanks for accompanying me to Vivo, u r great... U r a person i will nv forget.. U rock! ANd ppl, i think Vivo is a good place for u to go when u r down.. Go there with ur love ones, its will be an additional bonus...

With that, my mind is cleared.. 9pm, i acc rups to take 145 back to Meiling.. We were all tired..

Look, how tired we r.. Wasted lots of energy, which is not worth it overall.. SIGH, especially me.. correct rups? On the bus, she told me her dad's joke... Initially, i was like ok lor.. But gradually, it turn out to be very very funny.. This rups was laughing like hell man.. And i follwed.. Its genuinely funny la her dad.. LOL!! Rups laugh until her saliva spill out.. My god.. Mouth got hole.. LOL.. Hmm, but at least her joke can make me laugh, and 把我的烦恼抛到九霄云外! Which made me feel DAMN GOOD!!

Rups, thanks for ur day man.. U r a great person.. I can jus be myself totally to u, so do u.. Hope we will continue this b4 leaving the sch ya? Thanks girl... Suki Dayo ^_^! To others out there, have a nice weekend!! =)